Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Hungry

Father God it is so wonderful to have a relationship with you. Whenever I feel troubled you are there with me. Your Love is unconditional and this is the spirit you have imbedded into me. I thank you for the warmth to Love despite the circumstance. Your holy spirit navigates me and continues to remind me that the Joy of the Lord is my strength. It helps and ensures me that good deeds do not go unseen and you bless the ones who are faithful and true. It helps me to rest assure that my steps are ordered and that you are all I truly need. I love being in your presence.

I love knowing that you care. Sometimes I feel myself getting too into material things and I ask for your forgiveness in that sense. Keep me broken Lord so that I can continue to be paralyzed by your will and your spirit dwelling inside of me. I love knowing that you are preparing a permanent home for me and your children.

Where there will be no more crying, no more dying, no more diseases, no more fighting, no more killing, just souls that willing to stay on there knees with their hands up wide and give you glory your majesty. This is a time where the Body of Christ must release religion and pick up Kingdom work. Seek more of you, more corporate fasting and prayer. We need a release of the glory as a Body then the world may see that Jesus is definitely not among the dead but the Living!! Equipp me the evermore to continue to be BOLD in the Name of JESUS. AMEN

Friday, October 29, 2010

I am Lost for more of You

Keep me broken before you Lord, Allow your Glory to be so thick that I must stay laying prostrate just to endure your presence. I am so lost for more to say Father because you are so beautiful to me. I'm waiting on you Lord with all of my being. The deeper I grow to know you, the more my sin nature dies and this is how I intended it to be. Let us become one. Consume my flesh, spirit and soul like an inferno. Shower me with your love. Allow me to spread your word to the lost and heal the sick in Jesus name. Captivate a beam of splendor upon your sons and daughters so that we may go full charge to win more souls in the name of Christ. Holy Spirit have your way in our lives because we take you at your word and place our full faith in you Jesus. Loving you more and more and more and more and more and more to the ends of time. Oh it will be a joyous day when we are lifted up into the clouds with you Jesus a day that will truly go down in history!! Loving you father in Jesus name I pray and salute. Amen

Monday, October 25, 2010

Your Presence

Do you really love his presence? Can you live without it? If the answer is yes re-evaluate your walk and relationship because I need his presence. All night and day I long for more of you Jesus. As I think about all the times I have disrespected you and disobeyed you it hurts my soul to know that I was living foul. Living a way that did not please you or bring glory to your father. Thinking about you on the cross and how you bleed, got pierced and hung up there for me, so that I may have the opportunity to be in paradise with you one day. No greater love and I just want to say thank you. Thank you for your sacrifice and I am willing to be sacrificed the same way in your name. To the ends of the earth Father, let us feel you love let us see your love. Equip us the evermore to go deeper in your glory and your love and your power. We love you dear father. With not just our heart but our whole being. Touch the nation that they may fully bow and submit to the one and true god. Abbah father, the most powerful and most all-knowing teach us more of your word. There is no where else I would rather be then with you Jesus in your presence. There is no where else I would rather be then experiencing your power, witnessing your healings, observing your miracles and giving you praise. Take us back to the place where we first received dear gOD. More miracles, signs and wonders. Your presence is all I long for, your presence is what I need.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Unfailing Love

I charge you to embrace God's love on today. Stand still and feel his presence, know that he is God. When you look to the right he is there, when you look to the left he is there. Marinate on his glory, his wisdom, his dunamis power. Love is what our father has, our father is Love. He cries when we disobey him but yet like our natural parents he still shows unfailing, unconditional love. He still blesses us with numerous days and all he wants is for us " his children" to make him proud. Now that is real love. And if you forgot who I'm talking about, it's the same man who sent his only son to die for us, to suffer for us, to shed blood for us. All in the name of Love. Now I ask you, would you do all of that? This is why I celebrate, this is why I must give him praise. Despite my shortcomings and the wrong turns I may make father I say thank you. To your will and to your way. You are right and I am wrong. I am broke and you are the only one who can fix me. Everyday I fight like today is my last day but with you all things are possible. My help my redeemer, comes from you. Be with me and I with you. In the storm of the night and the sky day of blue. Thank you once again daddy "abba" father I love you...... Unfailing Love

Monday, August 30, 2010

Don't Worry

Where is the best place to worry? Take them to God. Take your troubles to Him; take your fears to him; take your doubts to him; take your weaknesses to him and leave them there. Sometimes we worry about things we can't control and our mind becomes a mess. Choose matthew 6 as a scripture to read. It explains how we shouldn't worry, the birds don't the animals don't so why should we. God I thank you for being with me and ordering these steps. Even though sometimes the journey seems rough and difficult I know you are there. I want to grow closer to you and let your holy spirit take full reign of this body. Equip me with the strength and ammo to defeat the every battles that we face from the evil one. Make me a holy ghost exterminator to clean up the satanic termites that come to tear down these godly homes.... In your son Jesus name I pray.Amen

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Remember the Journey

Sometimes it's good to remember the journey, remember the fight and know that God stands strong and so do we because we are leaning on his side. Satan's attacks can sometimes distract us from our purpose and from God's plan. No one ever said this was going to be easy and Lord knows I fight everyday. It's amazing how when you are worshipping and in his word nothing seems to bother you. Nothing can harm you and you are surely not distracted. Kind of like when you are in the hands of the father or in the house/secret place. Satan will not follow you there but the minute we leave that place he is waiting. It's easy for me to talk about it but I fight him every single day and night, eve when I'm sleep. Plenty of nights I have woke up gasping for air because I couldn't breathe in a bad dream. I can recall one night a black smoke hovered over my body and cut off my air supply. All I knew to do was in my mind say the blood of jesus. Another time a darn green lizard with snakes coming out of her head began to climb over me to paralyze me to my bed. So I too fight satan all the time but thank God for his blood. I pray that we all remember that if this road was easy everyone would take it. We are chosen to do God's will and he has equipped us with power from on high. Stay strong and walk in authority because the Glory of God is upon you. We all need each other to strengthen each other, that is how the faithful shall survive. I need you and I hope you need me. Thank you God for this time with you and may your holy spirit consume us like an everlasting fire that burn.....

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Everlasting

God's love is everlasting, no matter your past, background or age. He longs fo more of your soul, to give him all of your rage. I guarantee he is equipped to surpress, anything that you may be dealing with. Trus in our God our Saviour, his spirit never relenquishes. Thank you Lord for loving me, even when I was down deep in sin, you held me and you comforted me, from the start to the very end. I want more of spirit inside of me, impregnate my soul with your love. That everlasting fire, we received cause Jesus shed his blood. Forgive us as we pray to you the more of you we want, the less of us o holy spirit rain down on us from above.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Lose myself

Sometimes I lose myself but God is faithful and just. He understands our life, our walk and our tribulations, beside he knows we can handle them or else we would not see them. Satan loves to laugh but God knows he will be crying later. Pray Pray Pray read your word and mediatate. These are the ingredients for a successful walk with christ. Sometimes life gets in the way with it's hectic activities but a few moments here and there and there and here will bring you closer to the general who sits high in heaven on the throne. Even when it seems all hope is gone just remember God is faithful and just and he watches over us from the throne. Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my soul to keep, if I should die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take. Forever loving Jesus. Amen

Friday, May 28, 2010

Addiction

God spoke to me tonight and all he said was addicted. He said my people are addicted but not to me. People are addicted to things of the world that will have no value for them when the end time will arrive. It hurts his heart that we as people can't get it. God want Holiness from us more because he loves us. I see so many begging for one more chance to get it right and God looks at them and says no more chances, I have given you an eternity. O what a sorrowful day and I just pray that God lets me see his light. I pray that he knows me by name and welcomes me into those gates. Those gates where I can worship him continuosly in my angelic body full of holiness and truth. We must develop a "God Addiction" to the point where it's just natural. Just our way of life the same way it was when we were in the world. We didnt think we were living in sin, until we received the true knowledge of christ. Let's love God with our whole heart until we are totally consumed, trust me it is possible. Ask him for More of his spirit and less of you. Allowing him to fill you with his spirit is the first step. Passion is something that every living creature can possess. So I strive to be more like him and to do that I must let him have all of me. Thank you Jesus for this revelation and allowing me to see that I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE your presence.......

Saturday, May 22, 2010

War OF the Mind

It's 9:10pm saturday 22nd of may and my head is pounding. Physically I feel great with exception of my legs from a very hard workout yesterday but mentally it's very tough and a war is definitely going on. Satan has been attacking me from all avenues in the mind. I found myself doing a lot of research on things that normally wouldn't be that intriguing. I wish to keep a positive perspective and tell myself that God is just equipping me with more ammo for the enemy. Just reading someone's writings and she says that we must wrap ourselves around his word, yes that is so very true. Reading his word eases our minds and assures our hearts that light is in us. Having encounters with God puts us in a comma of his presence, it illuminates our spiritual eyes and allows us to openly see our imperfections. Satan sneaks around in the day but he marches with his army at night. I see black faces at the gas stations, on the streets, at the malls and restaurants. Their bodies are a powder grey color with absolutely no facial structure at all, just black smog with sores, bumps and irregulations. People have already reserved their seats in the bottomless pit but flesh has completely took full control. Am I saying I am perfect? Far from the truth, I believe that "The higher the level, the bigger the devil" and I know God has a calling on my life, this is why the attacks are so turbulent. Continually changing the lock for my mind and soul to continue to escape the murderous flesh we must. I pray that you pray because he is on the move and growing bigger in numbers everyday, so i chareg you family to keep the word close to your heart as well as in your heart. Much love from the Most High God in Jesus name I say. Amen

Sunday, May 16, 2010

You are Invited

My deepest apologies for not posting this the night it was revealed to me on May 15, 2010. It was very interesting because I sleep with my prayer journal and when I have dreams/revelations sometime I wake up write them in the journal and "quickly" fall back to sleep. So I charge all my brothers and sister in faith to do the same.

All I could hear him saying was will my people accept the invitation of the miraculous glory into their hearts. Will you allow him to put a fire inside of you that will melt all areas of the evil one upon immediate contact. A fire that the natural man can never put out. Do you want to be in the wedding? He is coming for a bride that is ready. Spiritually, mentally and expecting to totally surrender because His love won't relent.

I want to encourage everyone who is reading this to take some serious time and read revelation 20th chapter. It will allow you to get a deeper understanding of why God loves us so much and why he has extended us an invitation my friends.

Thank you Father Jesus for allowing us to always be on your mind. Thank you for revelation and we know your will must be done in Jesus name we pray. Amen

Blessings

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Hunger

Feeling a burning desire for more but this to the human eye is something that can't be explained. When I look from a spiritual perspective all is see is fire. But it's not the red hot fire that sinners will spend eternity in. I am engulfed by a white hot fire that burns on the inside of me and I can't seem to put it out. I am addicted like an addict and scramble for an overflow of this. Holy Spirit imprison your presence on the inner deepest part omy being. When my mind begins to slip into a comma of unforgiveness and unrealistic visualizations of satanic attacks. Revive me with your ever present word of living water. Let me continue to drink from the well of life that always seem to keep me thirsty wanting more of it's glory. Father God my soul continually longs for you. Lost in a world of tribulation and trail I get on my knees like a infant surrounded by uncommon grounds praying for guidance. More wisdom, more glory and more strength to withstand the fowls of the evil one. As I read your word I realize that I can worship you in every aspect of my whole being. As because of this the revelation appeared to me that absolutely no man has an excuse to why they can't give you glory. Jesus Christ is Lord over all and this to means He is Lord over our work. I urge all to read the word more, keep your mind on things of heaven and rest assured the armor on your shield will be stronger that titanium my brothers and sisters . I charge all to close your eyes, Focus and worship in spirit and in truth. Blessings

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Giving myself away

Hey father you are the creator of the heavens and the earth. Because of you we live, breath and have purpose. Thank you tonight for allowing us to have the mind of christ. I am ready and prepared to totally give myself to you Jesus. I know with that my heart will have a sweet peace that surpasses all understanding. If you were to come tonight while I was sleeping I am confident that with you my soul would go. I can see us rising in the smoke. In the glory of your father safely ascending into the heavens. In white robes with wings we rise in a new body. A new body that death has no power over. A body that death has not seen and cannot seem to fathom. This is what I vision. Thousands upon thousands of us worship in one harmonious unit crying out "Holy" "Holy" "Holy". While his glory and presence being so thick that we must stay kneeled before him. Seeing beautiful angels that you could not imagine with gold and white laces on their robes wording marvelous and splendor. I can envision white doves all over gazing through the atmosphere with glitter that looks like dust smelling sweet and savory.

God Bless

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Holy Awakening

God needs us to deliver the world from the evil one satan. The more we disobey him and his word the stronger satan becomes. Satan is a deciever and a liar. He likes to make you believe that you have time but you don't. I see a lake of fire with nothing but thick black smoke and screams coming from it. Then I see tears coming from heaven, we think it's global warming and etc. No!! God is trying to get our attention. He cries out that we hearken to his voice and allow the holy spirit to dwell in our bodies. We need his presence at all times because Satan has got just that strong. All he needs is a split second for God to not be on our mind and he can have dominion. This is why our hearts need to be filled overflowing with his word. We need to give God all of us in these last days. More worship and more intercessory prayer. God says he will come like fire and will not stop till he has all ours hearts. We are his bride and he wants us so obey before it's too late. God says when we pray for others he will ensure that others are praying for us. He will guarantee that we will be replenished in the spiritual realm. So I ask you, allow your heart to belong to the lord. Not sometimes but all the time. Day and night, night and Day....
This will be a day you will never forget because it is in your heart now.

Monday, May 3, 2010

Introduction

I guess one would consider this my first blog technically speaking but I have been writing in a personal journal for a while now. The reason we write in journals is to release our minds some at the end of the night to refocus our thoughts for the next day. I personally have a spiritual journey that I write in when I want to share everything with God that I can't openly say. These layouts will be about me and how God deals with me, just thought I would be upfront and honest. I do believe that God is using me as a vessel to reach some of the lost predominately my era. I see my generation as that bridge that will strengthen the youth and educate the elders on how to be examples for the up and coming. Some things I may speak of you may not agree with, but I apologize in advance because it's "His Splendor" not yours, so God Bless you in advance. Some things may be what you call Super-religious and others may not be religious enough but hey once again, God deals with me defferent than he deals with you. The way I strive for more of him may be different from how you journey to glory. The key is to get more of his glory!! So my question to you will be are your spiritual eyes open? And if they are do you have a path to reach his shekinah glory? I pray special blessings for the individual who walks with me because I am hungry, thirsty and chasing the habitat of his presence. Peace be unto you in Jesus name. Amen